Category: the meaning of…nothing.

i know there’s meaning behind somethings… but there’s more meaning in nothing. please don’t leave or nod your head or roll your eyes… this is really nothing. but it has a bit meaning.

how many years does that equal to?

“I love you to the moon and back”. What a poop phrase. cliché? It’s overdone. It’s more than extra. It is ridiculous and burnt up. (grr…ridiculous. unless you say to your baby or , i’ll give you up to toddler…

true measures

Fractions of moments and slices of life: those things are not seasonal, like lemonade in the summertime.    

an apology

An apology note from an old friend made me think, what does “sorry” mean, anyway? One single word against a load of pretty bad actions. It doesn’t seem fair, but a seemingly sincere “sorry” can overpower ‘bad’ things, I guess.…

still life with pail and stick

Q: What did the stick say to the pail?     A: Nothing. They are both incapable of communicating. They just sat there getting rusty and old. Lifeless. Unable to move on their own. Simple, inanimate objects. ppppBUT … If…

Um, party of one. The art of eating alone

There’s always room for breakfast. Well, sometimes, there isn’t time for it. Breakfast can be something you look forward to. You go to bed and think, hmmm. What am I going to do tomorrow? What exciting thing am I going to…

someplace

  Sometimes, you may feel disabled, and you think you’ve chosen the wrong place. You have to remind yourself where you want to be, and you have to vocalize where you want to go. You want to visualize the road ahead.…

champagne and french fries

Maybe you know this, or perhaps you don’t. I love champagne. I love chips. And I love fries. I love champagne with fries. That can be my dinner. And it’s how I celebrate. Celebrate anything. I kick off my shoes (or…

the convenience of insanity and loneliness

    The moment you hear their laughter and see their smiles love passes by at full speed. And, when they’re gone, loneliness weigh you down. Heavy and in slow motion. And with love’s circumstances, you feel numb. You hear a clock…

my very own running soundtrack

The reason I plan on running the L.A. Marathon is, well, no real reason other than peer pressure (hee) and well, it’s on Valentine’s day. Favorite day. It’s so cool that we dedicate one day for all things cheesy and hearts.…

a winter , a trail.

I am holding my breath and counting down the day,s and taking a deep breaths, and swinging on ropes and leaving berries on the ground to find my way back. For someday.  

take center stage

Well, I was thinking. Nothing significant, nothing original, nothing that hasn’t been already said here and there and in other places. Should I color my hair?  I mean, my gray is showing, what the hell?! but then I thought, I…

lalalalala…

Primal and maternal instincts tell us to protect and love and survive. In my home, I would not take a group of people that needed help if I knew that in that group there were a couple that could cause significant harm…

the thing about wine and relations

A glass of good wine will let you forgive and forget, even your worst relations. Maybe. But, sometimes, it will make you remember the good and the bad alike. It will help you lure others into your way of thinking. It will make…

Skunked wine and tribulations

Two feet from the bus stop, at a traffic light. At the corner of Laurel Canyon and Ventura Blvd. A man in a long sleeves tee-shirt. It seems like the tee used to be white at one point. He is…

coffee and dark sky and love at the window

  Grab some coffee. And whatever else. Everyone stops and break for love. And all we dream about is love. Right? I mean, don’t you? That’s all. We daydream about love in the morning and love in the afternoon. And, love,…

your life inside simple episodes

  It’s a bit mad and unreasonable, no? But, sometimes that’s how we can be. A little nutty and irrational at times. I mean to think that. Well, sometimes things that feel so powerful and, to us, are so vital,…

the elephant in the room

  Does every household have an elephant in the living room? I’m sure they do. Sometimes it’s wild and pink, and other times it’s bleu and mellow. Currently, in our living room, it’s tamed and contained in a frame. Bou’s art…

someone’s at the (back)door.

When you have known a person for a while, and they tell you, You are their friend, and you consider that they are your friend. But, for some unexplained cryptic reason, they still refer to you as “someone” to all their…

up and down

  When you pace a room, you pace up and down a hallway, and you look back, you see all those terrible things left behind. Some things, you feel guilty about. Some things, you feel sad about. Some things, you…

lalalalala…

I like to write. Sometimes I make sense to some people. Other times, and, often I don’t make sense at all. Not to me- not to you. Sometimes I come back here and wonder why I shared this and that. And…

inherent truth(s) (video)

Truths. Well, they mostly hide in a glass of wine. And truths taste like wine. And maybe like rum. No, not rum. Compliments taste like rum. Just drink wine. Rum is for later.

circumstance

  I heard that “the early bird gets the worm But, the second mouse gets the cheese.” So, in conclusion, there’s always a rush. And “It’s a dog eat dog world.” Or “Each man for himself.” But, then I heard…